I woke up today in briskly cold morning and ready to tell you.
The unfortunate story of mine and lil' ones.
Where it all begun when i was confirmed preggo.
(Ok.. let fast foward to after i miscarriaged)
By surprise to know i still have another one inside my tummy.
How does this happend?.. Ketentuan Tuhan.
(Doc consider rare cases)
I found out that i have the twinnie which was still stuck in me at that moment.
It was another pregnancy but reported as Ectopic Pregnancy.
At that moment, i cried coz i should be a mother for a twin.
But when i really think of it,
I cried becoz they have took one of my tiub falipio since its already damage.
It means may be i only left 60% posiibilities to get pregnant AND
15% higher to get another ectopic pregnancy (Normal women to get 3%).
And today i cried again but i am still in pain.
Not from the C-sact operation but the same pain i had before surgery.
Is my another tiub also damaged or just a cramp.
What will happend to me?
All i can do is just to keep on praying & wishing.