Sunday, February 24, 2008

Keep on :- Pray and Wishes

I woke up today in briskly cold morning and ready to tell you.
The unfortunate story of mine and lil' ones.

Where it all begun when i was confirmed preggo.
(Ok.. let fast foward to after i miscarriaged)
By surprise to know i still have another one inside my tummy.
How does this happend?.. Ketentuan Tuhan.
(Doc consider rare cases)
I found out that i have the twinnie which was still stuck in me at that moment.
It was another pregnancy but reported as Ectopic Pregnancy.

At that moment, i cried coz i should be a mother for a twin.
But when i really think of it,
I cried becoz they have took one of my tiub falipio since its already damage.
It means may be i only left 60% posiibilities to get pregnant AND
15% higher to get another ectopic pregnancy (Normal women to get 3%).

And today i cried again but i am still in pain.
Not from the C-sact operation but the same pain i had before surgery.
Is my another tiub also damaged or just a cramp.
What will happend to me?

All i can do is just to keep on praying & wishing.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear Babe,
i'll pray with u that one day u'll be a mother of another twinnie.. don't ever lose hope to be a mother cos i know u will be a good one..watever happen, i'll cry and laugh together wif u my dearie friend...

~sweet~

Nonie said...

mya..
be strong..
ader rezeki nanti..
maner tau.. another twin..

take xtra care of urself eh..

little miss kechik said...

sweet.. i feel you.

have faith..

InsyaAllah...

Suraya said...

Dearie Maya

You are a great person. You always make people smile.You value friendship very much. I guess God is testing you. Accept this as Qada' and Qadar. You will smile again.

suz said...

mya..
just buzz me okay?
i'll be there for u..
take care dear!
*hugs*

azin said...

sebagai hamba yg lemah, yakini bahwa apa yg berlaku adalh ketentuanNYA. it may seem terlalu sukar n pahit now, n moga masa will heal all n u r able return u 2ur ownself. u r nt alone, husband, family n frenz, r all here 2support u......

Anonymous said...

Anggap ini satu ketentuan tuhan.

Ninie said...

hi Mya, how come ur doc x realize ada lagi satu baby in u? i think & suggest u should go & see Dr Hamid Arshad. My 1st pregnancy pun doctor dkt Specialist Damai ckp Ectopic pregnancy tapi i rasa mcm something wrong.
i will paray for u Mya, Amin..

a yummy mummy handbook said...

im sorry..i didnt read this earlier, ateh told me some parts of it but this is didnt know.

I feel for you and ure a strong person to have gone thru this..

i hope everything will work out ok..insyallah, rezeki is Allah gracious gift and he can do wonders.

:D...hang in there k...

Muahs