Saturday, September 28, 2013

It is just too much to share

Wow... i seriously thought i will not be able to blog this anymore, As i have lost the password several times and were unable to locate. Somehow, it works tonight... (Double Wow) Well, fififlafla is still around! but probably not so much being fififlafla but more as Maya Hamzah (i hope u know what i meant) From the last post i wrote, my life might be static but too much things happening that i am unsure where to start... But overall, my focus, my strategy, my direction has changed (of course to a better one) Some might thought life could be more boring but i must admit-hey! if that is my focus then everyone should respect that right! After all, u can't pleased everyone... - or why must we pleased everyone. Enough to the people we care! I am loving this life and i hope Allah will blessed my choice with people i love As time changes, think thorough and think well! Should you have not undergone any changes (in any kind of form) Try to soul-searching, In Sha Allah you will find the light through the tunnel or should have found one.... Thank you to the al-mighthy that you were given the chances... Life is just too beautiful to waste any!

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

i've lost my blogging soul

I used to love blogging so much. Writting what i've felt and capturing what i see. However my life been extra busy lately (in a good way)... So following my MCB terms- I am now soul searching. Until my little topsy world to become more stable. :)

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Vacation 2012

Enjoying my 2012 Trip to Singapore.
Loving this so much as im with my family this time around!
In Picture : Omera making face as she was scared with Kungfu Panda!

Friday, November 16, 2012

A new year

Its 2am, and im still doing my late night ramblings via blog and twitter. ( a very rare situation )
Airing on tv now is 393 while at my ipod-  "i won't give up" cover by Jayessle..
Two of my love had slept hours earlier and the home still look a mess!

Im having a very mix feeling of what i have faced in my life.
Somehow, it never even closed to the picture perfect life i ever dreamt,
But i enjoyed every moment of it!
Especially in work, dream and motherhood.
Thank you allah..

But for the upcoming years (insya allah)
I realised there are much more i need to accomplished!
A journey that would required high degree of iman, continuity of faith towards the jannah
I thank you allah for a blessed life but praying for Him to give me the chance finding the route..

But most importantly, i am grateful of wonderful people around me that never failed to be by myside..
(Well, although i have missed a few..)
But you are always in my mind.
Thats why, there are some qoutes;
If you mixed with the right kind of people, insya allah.. You will be who you want to be

Salam maal hijrah & happy new year mu dear driends...

Ps: i still love to write, but motherhood always keep me away from BLOG, do follow me as i always captured my fav moments n short thoughts via other social media (Instagram and Twitter) thesedays... How to find me, .. Well if you are truly my friend, u would "keyword"


Friday, August 10, 2012

Why Water and Me, never a good friend...

I have been having this issue since forever
Ive been hearing this from Arjuna, Mom, Docs and nearly everyone
That i am lacking of water (I guess it judged by my super dry lips)
and listen to this clearly,

An today, my not so young body gave another indicator!
Dehydrate till my bladder was infected
This resulted a severe pain at my lower abdomen
(Yes! i know to some would say..."Kan dah cakap")
Or to some, "Padan Muka" straight to my face!
and listen to this clearly again,

Why in general i hate water..? I dont have the answer either
But clearly, i can actually drink water during the breakfast
That one damn glass of water...(and it survived till sahur)
YES! I KNOW its a bad example
And i have learnt my lesson (Insya Allah)

So now, i am practising and forcing myself to at least drink 800ml of water after the breakfast
Hope this pain of mine will go away
Pray for me!

Sunday, June 24, 2012


We have entered half period of 2012.
and so far, ALHAMDULILLAH that,
I am enjoying it every seconds very much.

Shift of career has also made major impact to myself
and Thank You Allah for the opportunity
Turning those words to Actions,
I am trying living a  balance healthy life in a fabulous way!
Nothing more could expressed my gratitude,
As i am truly blessed.

xoxo-mya,-fififlafla the Dreamer

Sunday, May 06, 2012


I love motherhood!
Happy Mothersday to mama,umi and MYSELF..
And all mom in the world!
Its the best job ever...

Wednesday, April 25, 2012


I have entered new working world
Where curiosity is and thinking masters it all
And F.U.N nearly at all the process
Seing thing from different perspective and built the new network
Simply enjoyable!
Thank you Allah for the opportunity.

And, be friend with my bestie S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G at Orchard
Completes the journey!

Friday, April 13, 2012

That office attire

Since im in a whole new industry
Where timeline are breathable and fun (very much) adopted to work
I personally think that i should also change my working sense of style.
So far, it has change to more appropriate, 'muslimah'-no more skirts
(Hopefully hijab soon)
However it have been 4 months and the change of the wardrobe took longer than expected!
(Thanks to added calories contributed by Garret, Gongcha and super delicious food)

Meanwhile, i am also still looking for the right style
Some already 'hint' my too corporatish look but,
give me some time lah!... I came from serius 'line'
Keeping up the fashion sense in KLCC is also not easy!
At least i have make statement, - i a cotton kurung chic!


p/s: Now my choice always been the 'loose', long and suitable for 'future' use!

Monday, April 09, 2012

New Life in 2012

For those who knew me well, u've heard that i have shifted to a new workplace.
Its is so much closer to my crib (cool way!)
with not much extra perks to be compared. (Just a statement)
However it was the best time to be out of my comfort zone
Trying something new and meet new set of people
While i am still having this open heart and optimistic attitude
Have been something i was looking forward in 2011

So here i am now...
In new life, in new set of fififlafla

As I could summarize that;
It is totally a new whole world for me
The way they work, talk, communicate are very different
But please dont get me wrong, i am enjoying it every bits!
Seeing things from different perspective!
I am still learning and making new friends.
To be honest, i will never find my crazy clan as i was at "P",
But at this new "P" I believed i will be adding new friend list!

Yes, although rumors (as usual) come to me easily on X people, &Y people 'lah'
Being fififlafla, i will accept everyone like a new and clean white cloths.
So, don't worry. I wont bite! (hehe)

But alhamdulillah, so far i am always at that 'express' path meeting people
Through workshops, "EMCEE", singing/acting performance and soon;
Sports and Conference.
1 word that could describe best is = EXCITED!

However no doubts,
It does have the drawbacks.
Being a little OCD, it kills me when i am in position
Not being the 'best', 'expert' and real mya!
Well i guess, this is the risk that i have to take and accept
Living in a whole new world.

p/s: Now i have more time for my precious, myself and 'running'
i Love 2012

Friday, March 09, 2012

Same Sad Story

It have been a while,
As my life lately is full of meaningful activites,
Nonetheless, our work of passion being accepted. Alhamdulillah.

However, today i found the same sad story of mine at my new collegue.
But, unfortunately she gone through not 3 times, but 4 times of miscarrige.
The fact she knew she was bleeding and did not do anything (take rest)
She still went to work and even took Komuter.
Adding to this, she decided not to take the  fibroid out AND
She quit at the 4th failure.

If i could know her earlier in my life,
I would love to share my story and MOST IMPORTANTLY,
Never give up!

Now she already 42 and for her, its already too late...
I really hope, she will keep on believing...
As god always with us..

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

My baby girl is 2 today...

Time flies, and today she is 2!
I never stop thank you Allah for his blessing
and his most precious gift ever...

Happy Birthday my life, my precious
Omera Iman!

Mode: 11January song by GIGI

Friday, December 23, 2011

2011, Its sad leaving you... But i am all ready 2012

I love my 2011.
When i set the theme - C.H.A.N.G.E early this year,
Ive relook and reviewed it in nearly all angle of my life (and career an business too)
I hope to become a better mom ; on which along the way i've spend more quality time with O.
I hope to become a greater wifey ; on which along the way i've cook & do households better.
And everything else which are secondary, alhamdulillah have change and improved!
So i love my 2011.

As 2012 is nearly approaching,
I am more ready and excited. (Bring it on!)
Still in search for the right theme, but is considering ;
-Living fabulous- being fabulous in EVERYTHING i committed
to become better muslim, wifey, mommy, friend and my fav- the dreamer life.


mya is fififlafla @ dreamer

Saturday, December 17, 2011

My h.o.l.i.d.a.y b.r.e.a.k after tiring 2011

I just came back from a one week great holiday with my entire family.
I cherished every second simply because i think i earned it
2011 never been easy to me!
Desperate to be super mom and great wife are my top priority
Shifted career, expanding my true passion and most importantly
Being better 'khalifah' and wishing for tip top health
are always in my doa.
So with that, i earned a long break with my family
However, i am very excited for 2012
Will share my expectation and thoughts for 2012
Till now, December = Holiday Mood.

p/s : Hope to enjoy that another short trip  by end year!