Will You Still Love Me, Tomorrow?
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
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Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow?

Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I believe the magic of your eyes?
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Tonight with words unspoken
You'll say that I'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning sun?

I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now and I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
I need to knowWill you still love me tomorrow?
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Fav song of mine by Amy Winehouse

Tomorrow, ill meet the doctor and everything..
will be determined , tomorrow

...
posted by fififlafla at 7:54 AM | 1 comments
No Mood
Thursday, June 18, 2009
With my recent health condition
I feel myself of no mood to do most things i love
I have no mood to eat
I have no mood to blog
I have no mood to even meet people
and sometimes.. even talking

No mood to shop,
No mood to look pretty
No mood doing cooking

I hope 'these' will go away soon ...
posted by fififlafla at 9:50 PM | 2 comments
Saya takut pada ...
Monday, June 01, 2009
Do u ever leave in fear??
Or .. what is your fear factor..??

Mostly people scared of death..
A lot of people scared of ghost! (I know im in top 10!)
My friend scared of clowns! (Silly!)
and mostly my lil cousin just do not scared at all!
(those momok doesnt work anymore!)

I am now leaving in my highest fear!
Waking up every morning and unsure... what will happen to me TODAY!
Yes, not tomorrow nor several upcoming months
I guess.. must be the phobia...
As at now.. i just want to tell you...
That i am scared ....
posted by fififlafla at 3:53 AM | 4 comments
I already forgiven you.. BUT i will never forget !
Monday, May 25, 2009
Since u have OPENLY declared our cold war via FB,
Now i wanna say something from the bottom of my heart ...

To you, i already forgive you.
I have forgiven, when u said that what ever happen to me because something i deserved
I have forgiven, when u said that i have to change my attitude caused it bothered u
I have forgiven, when u said that actually the rest of the geng taught so too.. which i doubt
I have forgiven, when u said i am NOT perfect actually
(believed me, im so not perfect!)
I really have forgiven you ...

BUT i will never forget that all those came..

From you who i called best friend
Where we have been together since 18 years ago
Which all your LIL and BIG secret are all on my pocket
Whom ur mom... is also my mother

I am sorry,
That our friendship will never be the same
And i regret... that i once called you my bestie
I was hurt and it really hurt badly!
Cause i never would have believed
You whom i thaught the LAST person on earth
Will actually said all those nasty thing
posted by fififlafla at 6:06 AM | 3 comments
Trust Me !
Friday, May 08, 2009
Im ok when u said im a fool! So i will learnt ..
Im ok when u said im slow! So i will pick up faster ..
Im ok when u said im a jerk! So may be it is me.. we are all just humans!

But when u said im un-trusted
My heart broke!
My motivation goes to zero .. and ...
.....

So i believed god if fair ... he will know what to do
And i much hopes, one day that u'll to know ....
All accusation are wrong ... and you'll be sory
I already forgive you as someone said... 'just let it go'
But it will not keep me for already hating you ...

'trustworth' is very important for me
I grew up proudly by me parents based on trust
I build my marriage with Arjuna based on thrust
I love them as my friends based on thrust
So when u are not thrusting me ....
Then it all have turned the other way
posted by fififlafla at 8:17 PM | 0 comments
Cerita Penat
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Aku penat - Fisikal & Emosi


Secara Fisikal
Non-Stop Working since last 3 months memang sangat memenatkan!
Waking up at 6 and sleep at 12 Mid Nite, sungguh penat
Tapi aku ceria ke tempat kerja
Kerana passion & mereka

Penat face when reached home automatically turned to sunshine smile
When reaching home and Arjuna always support & understood me
Tak pernah sekali been scolded !
In fact, being pampered like always as a princess

Secara Emosi
Aku penat bersedih
So now all i want to do is having Much Fun of it!
With everyone i love and others who loved me ...

Tapi these 3 hari libur,
Aku nak rehat secukupnya...
Untuk hidup & cabaran baru akan datang .

p/s: That new smell of B&B reached at perfect time to rejuvenate
posted by fififlafla at 11:14 PM | 2 comments
Everything gonna be alrite
Monday, April 20, 2009
Life start to pick up!
although many uncertainties infront there
but im all positive facing though it

Recharging my 'energetic' life
with many smile and optimistic attitude
i keep on saying to myself that ..
Everything gonna be alrite

(aku hairan kenapa aku sangat optimistik.. )
posted by fififlafla at 6:41 AM | 0 comments
i need a break
Saturday, March 28, 2009
yup!
Im so stressed up..
(I guess , this does not need further explanation..)

I badly need a vacation
And Arjuna agreed to it
However now may be not the right time
Until all this has finished,
We will try to get that weekend gateways!
As at now,
A Balinese Massage may be perfect enough!!
A snap from the last, one day escaped!
posted by fififlafla at 7:25 AM | 0 comments
Overloaded
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Yes... i am still doing my tons of homework
I have been abandoned lots of stuff
And my life .. pretty upside down now!

Im very overloaded now!
Hell-No this is not how supposed to be or planned
But what i can say... it is so UN-COOL!

Since im blogging this during my waktu rehat;
here are my summary

Life --> Sucks!
Time --> How i wish i have more than 24hours a day
Skin --> No time to pampered, so many pimples now!
Kakitangan --> tak cukup!
Weddings --> I missed 'doing' it..
Creativity --> Blocked!
Stress Level --> already Stage 5
Kasih Sayang --> Kurang Cukup
Weight --> Extra Gain (Damn those food i munched while stress)
Beauty Sleep --> Totally need more (only had 4 hours a day)
Social Life--> Forgot when was last time we watched movie
Cooking --> Today, masak kari! (kasilah at least dapur tu berasap)
Motivation Level --> ZERO
Most regret-->i wanna watch my TAIWAN Drama!!!

Only thing that make me happy... that people i pray and wishes everyday, insya allah will realizing their dreams! Bestnyer-Bestnyer!!!
posted by fififlafla at 2:16 AM | 0 comments
I hate Homework
Sunday, March 08, 2009
yes, the fact that im too old be having homework..
i am always a student that hate homework!
unless some extra study i need to be doing for own my good

but to stay at home just finishing some homework assigned
is reallllly pissing me off!!!
especially when u do stuff not from your heart

Sigh!!! u'll be hearing me mumbling for coouple of weeks
Arhhhh ........ !!!
I just want to be ordinary ....
posted by fififlafla at 5:58 AM | 2 comments
Dream & Believe
Saturday, February 21, 2009
In life,
It is ok to have dream,
So what if they laugh! and So what if they will not consider
I know it will come true
May be not now, not today nor tomorrow
But i believe it will be one fine day ...
As at now, my principle is to,
dream &believe
posted by fififlafla at 2:05 AM | 0 comments
The new club
Tuesday, February 03, 2009

For those who were with me from 8 to 6 today,
U must saw how i celebrated my first day of being 30 years old!
Damn on those work made me hates my day today .

But Luncheon with fellow collegues were de-stress session i had..
And simple dinner at Arjuna's fav, Tony Roma's were simply a great closure of the day
And along, SMSs,Emails, FB wishes made me very honoured
To have many friends that have the thought

So i started today of my life
F-A-B-U-L-O-U-S-L-Y
by admitting how matured i am .. AND
1. reminding myself how 'bersyukur' i supposed to be
2. joint trust fund between me & arjuna
3. realizing that my dreams (and her) CAN actually come through
4. how much i hurt from that worst moment i had with whom i called best friend
5. accepting that so much of people actually loving me..

For those who seing me as a someone who have achieved many in life,
I thank you on that..
But to them, i think i have failed in many aspects
So i'll try to be a better person
in my new club

Best Wishes
(7am; From so called twinnie-" Welcome to new club")
My deepest wishes
(Thank you My Arjuna for everything)
(And thank u to u that actually remembered! - thought u will missed it like any other years before)
posted by fififlafla at 6:51 AM | 2 comments
The Little Rascal have moved ...
Thursday, January 15, 2009
She have moved to her new crib...
Missing her so very much...
So i made this cute poster snap from her very own, aunt...

posted by fififlafla at 6:42 AM | 0 comments
F-A-B-U-L-O-U-S
Monday, January 05, 2009
I started the New Year 2009 with a wonderful dream!
Dream that make me smile till i coudnt wait to wake arjuna the next morning
(The best thing was- he had a great dream too)
We wont tell cause some said it woudnt come true...

Yup! A New Year, A New Beginning and A New Soul !
Although some have heard the news,
Continuanity of the unfortunate story of fififlafla
(I had to undergone Re-Open Procedure)
I must not and will not to give up!
"Arjuna cakap: Bersabar! Tuhan nak duga sayang.."

3 have always been my fav number!
In mylife, 2009 will have much relations of no.3!
Hence,i hope 2009 will be the year!!!
Therefore whatever i'm doing...
I'll do it fabulously !!!

Congratulations to Miss bluecamisole who recently got hitched
& Happy Birthday Miss D! Darn the surprise tak jadi!


My January Song

posted by fififlafla at 6:49 AM | 5 comments