I saw her ...
Tuesday, December 01, 2009


A song that i will sing for her..

Lyrics:
When the world is gray and bleak
Baby don't you cry
I will give you every bit of love that's in my heart
I will bake it up into a simple little pie�

Baby don't you cry
Gonna make a pie
Gonna make a pie with a heart in the middle
Baby don't be blue
Gonna make for you
Gonna make a pie with a heart in the middle.
Gonna be a pie from heaven above
Gonna be filled with strawberry love
Baby don't you cry
Gonna make a pie
And hold you forever in the middle of my heart.

Baby here's the sun
Baby here's the sky
Baby I'm your light and I'm your shelter
Baby you are mine
I could freeze the time
Keep you in my kitchen with me forever
Gonna be a pie from heaven above
Gonna be filled with strawberry love
Baby don't you cry
Gonna make a pie
And hold you forever in the middle of my heart.

Gonna bake a pie from heaven above
Gonna be filled with butterscotch love
Gonna bake a pie from heaven above
Gonna be filled with banana creme love

Baby don't you cry
Gonna bake a pie
Hold you forever
Hold you forever
And hold you forever in the middle of my heart.

Baby don't you cry - by Quincy Coleman
posted by fififlafla at 3:04 AM | 1 comments
The list will be up!
Friday, October 23, 2009
Ill in my 26th weeks!
Huhu. Last month of 2nd tri-mester.
Excited mommy to be!

So my dear freinds...
The list will b up soon!
Huhu again!

p/s: Im so into banana now. everyday eat cekodok, banana royale baskin robbin is a must every week, pengat pisang pun tak pe. kenapa yek??
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Orang-Orang dulu cakap ...
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Orang-Orang dulu cakap...
Masa pregnancy, mulut, hati, mata & telinga kena jaga-jaga .

So, i must said.. it does 'hit' me!
Ive been trying to say nothing that i do not want to regret..
Ive been trying not to watch 'these' and 'that' so i will not store it in my mind
Ive been avoiding some social gathering to avoid them will hurt me back

But why can't sometime,
People just get that pregnant lady are 'extra' sensative!
That they have to take changes in hormone & lifestyle to adapt these..
Hurm....

So *zapp* !!!
Just let it be..
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My pregnancy journey
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Okok..
Enough explaining that i would rather keep it low..

Now let me start writting something down on this 'virtual' Little Black Book!
My pregnancy journey started as 'complicated' as previous
But we never give up and keep on prying to god that this time around,
Duhai Cinta Lara will survive...

Alhamdulillah..
And now i already 2 months being a prego working lady
That wear flat ballerina all time to work
And that non-maternity wear

And now everything else has changes.
The tummy is no longer 'shy' and hiding behind those baggy shirts.
As mommy already (insya allah) confidence to face the rest
No matter what will happen.

Shopping - was very exciting.
Eating - started to eat for 2 after raya!
Sickness - Mid-Night sickness. Started to puke after 9pm!
Skin - Alhamdulillah nothing 'freak-out' happened. May be i am very much controlling my food
Tahap ke-MALASan - Beyond standard. Especially with those backache! semua posisi duduk tak best!
Excitement - No best word to describe!
Craving - Tak de pun!!

(thinking that 'banana royale with strawberry cheesecake & choc chip flavour @ Baskin Robbins i had during lunch!)
posted by fififlafla at 6:15 AM | 2 comments
from the two(plus 1) of us!
Monday, September 21, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
maaf zahir batin from
me & my Arjuna

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Janganlah marah
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
lIt is not my intention to keep it as a secret..
But i would rather keep it low.
May be of past history or someone specific that i would rather she not knowing, (shhhhh)
I choose not to talk much on 'Duhai Cinta Lara'

But it never keep me stop dreaming
How this baby's nursery room look like,
Or how cute those tiny cloths will be!

To summarize, i am enjoying every moment of mylife now.
Of being super spoilt by Arjuna
And share stories with many bestie this wondeful journey (prego or non-prego friends)
Of Insya Allah, to be a mother in late January. (choosing 20.01.2010)

To whom i've hurt of not telling... (so not me kan!)
Janganlah marah.
I believed u guys understand as i got many congratulate SMS instead
Would rather angry and dissapoint messages.

I guees, those who we called - true friends!
kan?kan?kan?
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The BIG - M
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Eversince prego,
This lady has become very super BIG Malas..
To do many things even blogging.

May be its a combo of not that well and fasting too..
Or i am just to freak Out with this H1N1 outbreak
That im too lazy even to step out from my lil crib

All i want to do is laying at my sofa
And do lots of reading.

Some say its normal as i did many cross checked.
But for me.. this is so not me.

p/s: Sometimes i am also lazy even to dream!
So janganlah marah saya jika this blog not being updated!
posted by fififlafla at 2:32 PM | 3 comments
Presenting, Duhai Cinta Duhai Lara
Wednesday, August 12, 2009


Hurm...
The reason of the long silence....


I was very weak..
I was very worried
I was full of excitement but scared
Phobia of what happend and struggle to stay hoping


So i decided to keep it secret
Until everything are clearer and confirms
And the believe in Dream, Magic and Hope will continues inside me

Although in beginning i felt double enjoyment
When i first saw 2 hearts and 2 magic
Who i named virtually "Duhai Cinta" AND "Duhai Lara"


But today,
I accept god's will...
To only give me ONE heart
(Twin Vanishing Syndrom)


Syukur Alhamdulillah
So now.. I am caryying 17th weeks old of
"Duhai Cinta, Duhai Lara"
(Sorry.. Mommy cant just drop one name.. )







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Breathing healthy air
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
For the rest of my life..
It never been this bad that i have to take so far
3 nebolizer in a row for 2 days and
6-7 pumps inhaler a day!
That never happend! (Of course with doc prescription!)

And the worst was...
As i went for my 4th opinion on my illness at Ampang Puteri last night...
Which the que was extra long (Ambik no. at around 8.30 and only managed to see doc at 11pm)
Which the ward were full with (more than half) sick kids and adults
Which i demanded detail check up incase (Nauzubillah) H1N1,
They woudnt care that much coz i do not have fever... (Upset..)

I was otherwise was given an injection - To Clear My Lung!
Warhh.. First experience lor!
Meaning the nebolizer which i also had yesterday night wasnt enough!
Hurm.. So my dear friends out there...
Please-Please take extra care on yourself
Especially to my many prego friends
Stay Indoor, Wear mask at high-traffic places
Ensure a bottle of mini sanitizer always in ur handbag
Take a lot of water, vitamins and curry (according to a friend)

Below is today view of my Condo at 9am
(Normally it was very clear!)



And below is my injection plaster!
(Check out my macho scar --> yes people, that thumb is NUMB!)



Lets pray together that this non-fresh air will recover soon.
We all need healthy air to breathe
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Esoklah kite bercerita .....
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
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Will You Still Love Me, Tomorrow?
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
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Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow?

Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I believe the magic of your eyes?
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Tonight with words unspoken
You'll say that I'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning sun?

I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now and I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
I need to knowWill you still love me tomorrow?
...........................................................................................................
Fav song of mine by Amy Winehouse

Tomorrow, ill meet the doctor and everything..
will be determined , tomorrow

...
posted by fififlafla at 7:54 AM | 1 comments
No Mood
Thursday, June 18, 2009
With my recent health condition
I feel myself of no mood to do most things i love
I have no mood to eat
I have no mood to blog
I have no mood to even meet people
and sometimes.. even talking

No mood to shop,
No mood to look pretty
No mood doing cooking

I hope 'these' will go away soon ...
posted by fififlafla at 9:50 PM | 2 comments
Saya takut pada ...
Monday, June 01, 2009
Do u ever leave in fear??
Or .. what is your fear factor..??

Mostly people scared of death..
A lot of people scared of ghost! (I know im in top 10!)
My friend scared of clowns! (Silly!)
and mostly my lil cousin just do not scared at all!
(those momok doesnt work anymore!)

I am now leaving in my highest fear!
Waking up every morning and unsure... what will happen to me TODAY!
Yes, not tomorrow nor several upcoming months
I guess.. must be the phobia...
As at now.. i just want to tell you...
That i am scared ....
posted by fififlafla at 3:53 AM | 4 comments
I already forgiven you.. BUT i will never forget !
Monday, May 25, 2009
Since u have OPENLY declared our cold war via FB,
Now i wanna say something from the bottom of my heart ...

To you, i already forgive you.
I have forgiven, when u said that what ever happen to me because something i deserved
I have forgiven, when u said that i have to change my attitude caused it bothered u
I have forgiven, when u said that actually the rest of the geng taught so too.. which i doubt
I have forgiven, when u said i am NOT perfect actually
(believed me, im so not perfect!)
I really have forgiven you ...

BUT i will never forget that all those came..

From you who i called best friend
Where we have been together since 18 years ago
Which all your LIL and BIG secret are all on my pocket
Whom ur mom... is also my mother

I am sorry,
That our friendship will never be the same
And i regret... that i once called you my bestie
I was hurt and it really hurt badly!
Cause i never would have believed
You whom i thaught the LAST person on earth
Will actually said all those nasty thing
posted by fififlafla at 6:06 AM | 3 comments